1 February 2007

Hari ini gua mencoba buat resolusi baru..
Pengen bener2 belajar, persiapan ujian
Yg semakin lama semakin dekat..

Bangun tidur a little bit earlier,
Berdoa en saat teduh sebentar,
Sikat gigi, sarapan pagi,
Nyapa temen2 yg laen lewat internet,
Matiin komputer en mulai serius belajar..

Tapi apa mau dikata,
Kondisi mental dan fisik sedang tidak optimal utk bljr
Otak jd numb, ngga mau banyak mikir,
No matter how hard I try..
In the end, I was asleep with my book still opened..
Hahaha..

Pergi kuliah, taunya ngga ada kelas..
Pergi dan pulang tanpa hasil,
Di kampus ada assignment baru
Utk diselesaiin dalam 3 minggu ini..
Blon diliatin sih soalnya, tapi dari pengalaman
Assignment pertama, pasti nih soal
bakalan nyita banyak waktu

Pulang, sengaja menyimpang ke HBf
Beli kartu telpon, persiapan telpon Indo..
Hari ini memutuskan utk ngga belajar dulu deh
Bahkan seminggu ini..3 hari sisa minggu ini
Memutuskan utk beristirahat total dari kegiatan kuliah
Berhubung exams uda deket (tgl 19. 26 Feb dan 1, 2 Maret)
Kuliah bakalan berakhir jumat besok..

Masih ada 2 minggu lbh utk persiapan ujian..
Bahannya sih ngga usah ditanya..
4 mata kuliah ini sama dengan bahan 4 taun gua s1 dulu..
Btw ngga kerasa uda ampir satu semester di jerman..
3 semester to go.. Life goes so fast..

Makanya sisa waktu di minggu ini
Gua mutusin utk have a break from this stressful life,
Recharge my soul..
Hope there is someone who understand me,
I have no one here, my family are so far away,
my neighbour have their own problem and business,
I am very exhausted and tired..

Don't know what to do?
Don't like to think?
Just want to relax..
Watching film and writing these blogs
These are my ways to escape from stress
I find it's very useful for my emotion and my mind
It likes that I have my own small world,
Where I can express my everything,
tell everything, without worry about anything..

I believe everyone has its own problems
But God will provide them with so much strength
Everyone will solve its problems
No matter how complicated it was,
Time will heal you..
God will guide you through it..
I hope after this weekend,
I am fully recharged..
Pursuit my dream here..
Have a good grade and a better life..
God bless me and my family, and my friends..