My sisters, is your heart broken? Do you have lots of painful experiences in your life? Do you wish there is time machine to bring you back? Do you wish you can start your life refresh again? I know that feeling, sisters, It hurts, it hurts so much. But, sisters, do you want to be in that position until you die? Don't you want to erase that feeling forever?
Sisters, hold on. Somebody understands your situation and He is willing to help you, He will also satisfy you and take away your pains. But please sisters, no matter my words convict you again and again, take courage and read it till the end for today is your deliverance day. Your time-machine has come. Just have courage, sisters. 10 minutes reading could change your painful moments you have been through all this while.
My friends, we are all sinner, no one is righteous, we have sinned and lost the glory of God. Nobody is better than the others. But somebody has seen the light and his life changed, and others are still looking for the light to change their life. I want to share this light to you so that you will join me in happiness and joy.
My friends, there are lots of things God has done in my life and how He changed me. If He is able to change me, He is also able to change you, sisters. Sisters, I want to share this light to you, to share this peace to you, to share my love to you, that come from God. This is my heart letter, sisters. I really want you to be free from your guilt and your dark secret in your heart. Please read my love letter for you till the end.
I have seen a lot of bad things happened in this world, especially to my beloved sisters. Somebody has robbed her, somebody has lied to her, somebody has taken something so precious from her, somebody has treated her as an object, somebody has cheated her with sweety talks and thrown her up like a rubbish afterward.
She was just an innocent girl who see the world as something beautiful, she was just too young to understand what happened, she was just too pure to see wicked things in the world, but something terrible happened to her and afterward, things around her start to change, her glass-house is broken; nobody cares about her, nobody loves her, instead everybody despises her. Hold on, sisters. somebody will help you. You are not alone.
It happened because of lust so-called "love", it happened because of those wicked, childish boy, so called "boyfriend", it happened because the feeling of loneliness and envious inside you and it happened in your teen ages, but it hurts till now.
You was a teenager, you didn't want to be called "girl" anymore, but you are not yet a "woman". You were looking your self-identity, you wanted to be different, you wanted somebody to feel your presence and know that you exist. Your friends started to be a couple, boyfriend-girlfriend relationship. You were envy too, you wanted to have one, even though you didn't need him and your parents forbid you. But still, you were ignorant, you dated with him behind your parents' back. You didn't know and you are not ready to have relationship, but you want your self-existence to be acknowledged by people around you. Everybody did the same thing, including me.
Some of your parents are too busy with their business, they don't care about you, some of them just trust your development into the school. They just think, "I have chosen the best school in the town, and I expect my daughter to be the best." That's all. Some parents are so selfish, some of them are so busy to care about you, some of them just think about themselves, some of them never teached you something important for the teenager like you, sex.
Your body started to change, girls' breast is getting bigger, you started to have hairs in some part of your body, girls began to have monthly period, boys start to dream and their voice is changed, but your parents never tell you anything about it. It is tabboo, especially in eastern countries. Because of that, you were confuse, you tried to learn by yourself, you asked yourfriends, you bought adult movies and you started to poison yourselves with that kind of mind. You see the ecstasy of them and you want to practice them. Boys began to masturbate and once they felt it, they will become addicted to it. Girls, were so innocent, they didn't like to see that, but once they had boyfriends. This little, childish boy tried to force you to practice what he has seen in the adult movie.
Sisters, it was your dream to have a prince charming riding a white horse, bringing you flowers and rescue you from the black dragon and says, "Would you marry me?" It is your dream to sleep in the glass-tomb until a handsome prince from far away kingdom comes and kiss you gently and marry you and have everlasting joy.
Sisters, whether you admit or not, but it was your dream since you are a child to have only one man in your life and marry him, you believe that the first love never die. And Bible said that woman are created from man' rib. It is natural that woman and man can only have one true love. For woman is somebody's rib and man has lost one of his ribs in behalf of woman. Everybody has his own soulmate out there. I, myself, have lost one of my ribs for God has made a woman for me too and she is somewhere out there, 1 of more than 3 billions women.
If you learn from biology about blood transfusion, blood type B can't be transfused into somebody who has blood type A because the immune system of the recipient will start to active and it will kill and remove those "strangers" out of the body. They can't be united. The same thing with bones. You can't put any rib randomly into your body, because it will hurt the owner of the body and also the rib itself. They can try to manage it but still, they will have lots of friction and hurt each other. They can continue to be like that till the end of their life, with cost: they will suffer painful experiences unless Somebody comes to intervene and reunite you, change both of you into new creations. There is nothing impossible for God. If you have difficult marriage because of your ignorance in the past, bring this case to God, and He will heal you.
If it just the matter of physical body, it will recover soon, but this is the matter of heart, it is a painful moment when the one whom you put your trust, betray you, despise you, leave you, etc. It hurts so much and it is so difficult to be removed. I have tried to joke with my life, I put my life as an "experimental-mouse", I did trial and error with my heart. Try to find my best's rib to fit my body. In the end, it just hurt my heart again and again.
So, I started to ask God, for it is hopeless to find 1 of more than 3000000000 women in the world. I don't have 9 lives to life, I don't have backup heart to change my pains. But I have God as my Father, who know the best for me. He has prepared her for me and will give me on His perfect timing. Yes, men can do that, but how about women? Men can learn from the past, but women, when something precious of her has been robbed, who can give her back? Sisters, be strong, keep reading.
Because of childish things so called "boyfriend and girlfriend", because of lust which you are mistaken as "love". You start to endanger your future. The innocent girl, out of love and purity, give everything to her boyfriend, because she just think that he is her prince charming. She loved him so much and she was so afraid of losing him. She mistaken "lust" as "love", she mistaken "sin-partner" as "boyfriend". Once in her life time, he forced her to show him her love, he forced her to give him a special present, her virginity. He used sweetly talk and her ears become so weak, her heart melt, her body can't be controlled. She fell into his trap and she gave him her everything, her world, her pride, her crown, her life.
My sisters, I know deep in your heart, virginity is the most important thing you have. It is your crown, it is your integrity and you will only give it to somebody you love so much, you just so pure and innocent, you think your boyfriend will marry you afterward. Both of you trapped in something called "lust" and both of you become "sin-partner". You give the most valuable thing you have, your ownself. You trust your future, the rest of your life into his hand. You never realize that he is not ready, you never realize that he is so wicked and evil, you never realize that he is so shameless. After he took the most important thing in you, your virginity, he just changed to be another person, or even worse, he went to his friends and boasted "I scored her", some of them even distribute video about your private moment. Some of them left you when he knew that you were pregnant. Let God judge them strictly.
Men are selfish. I am a man myself, it is part of my past. We don't know the effect start to happen in women's life afterward. She will start to despise all men, she will start to hate men, she will start to harm men, she lost her faith, her confident on men. Men are beast. Some of them became lesbians and some of them became unsettled. "Who will marry me? Nobody wants me anymore". The only tool you can use to bring man to you is by selling yourself cheap.
Sisters, if you are in this situation. Keep strong, hold on, you will be delivered from this situation. Keep reading.
Unconciously, devil has pierced deeper into your misery. He lied and robbed you even more. Something evil started to raise in your heart, it says "I will make men suffer, I will make men kneel down under me, I will make men chase me like crazy, I will seduce men, I will destroy the happiness of other couple by stealing the man and make him my slave."
You unconciously start selling yourself cheap, you will change partner like you change your clothes, you will have sex with every man who want to be your boyfriend. They just come and go in your life. You treat him as an object, he treat you as an prostitute. Both of you using each other, just because hatred in your heart. Devil has lied to you, sisters. Stop ruining your life. You are fearfully and wonderfully made by God. You are daughter of King, Almighty God. You are not supposed to dwell in that position at all, at all. Come back to your sense and go back home to your Father. He will help you.
Don't deceive yourself by saying "Hymen is just a hymen. Nothing valuable from it. It is not a big deal." I know, deep down in your heart it is the most important thing, because it is your crown, it is your pride, once you don't have it any longer, once you give to the wrong person, your life will never be the same again. Your glass-house is scatter into pieces, your heart is broken, and hurt so bad. You began to despise those who still have it. You envy them and you want them to join you so that they will understand your feeling. Again, devil has put his grips on you.
Sisters, please don't ruin yourselves any longer, don't harden your heart any longer, I know my words convicted you again and again. I want you to be saved from this terrible feeling for your lifetime. You need help, sisters. You need somebody who understand you. You need somebody who care about you. I do care, sisters. I want you to have a new life, happy and joyful. I know a person who has time-machine for you. He will change your life miraculously and take your guilt instanteneously. His name is Jesus.
Sisters, do you know that you are precious? Do you know that God put His wisdom in making you? You are so beautiful and adorable. You are not a failure, you are not a mistake. Sisters, please don't let anyone deceive you and hurt your heart anymore. Please stop hurting your heart more and more. God want to heal you no matter how bad your situation is. You are created by Him, He will help you, sisters.
I know your heart is too fragile, I know it is hard for you to continue reading. But Jesus does care about you. There are lots of stories in the Bible where He saved women and make them whole. Mary of Magdalene, Samaritan women who has 5 husbands, Jesus loves them all, He also loves you. He wants to give you a new heart. He wants to erase your pain. He is God, sisters. He knows the very hair of you, He knows your dark secret deep down in your heart. He just wants you to be honest with Him and with yourselves. Stop ruining your life, sisters. Please, you are not suppose to be in that position, you are too valuable to be there.
Sisters, everybody makes mistakes at time of his ignorance, especially when we are so young and innocent. We are not ready to face this wicked world alone but we rebeled against our parents and asked them to allow us move from the home. I know many of us regret this and wish you will be in your home with your parents a little longer until you are ready. But, it's not the time to regret, but the time to heal. God will give you new heart.
What you need to do is: go to your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you. He will give you a chance to start fresh again. You will be a new creation, He will erase your guilt, your past, your bad memories into abundant life, joy and happiness. For the very first time, peace will start to flow in your heart. Peace that you can't get from the world. Peace from God only, peace that your sins are forgiven and remember no more.
You will think that it is stupid, but I have been in that position and I am a new person now. Sisters, do you really want to dwell in that position for all your life? Hating yourself and other people? Deceived by Satan and keep selling yourself cheap? I don't want you to stay there, and Jesus even love you more than me. He wants you to come back home, to be His belongings. He will take care of you and allow nobody hurt you anymore. He is faithful, sisters. You are His daughter who are lost. He is looking for you and knocking at your heart's door.
Just be honest to God, tell Him everything, He will listen and He will never condemn you, He is your Father. He loves you so much, sisters. Come back home. I love you too, sisters. Please, humble yourself and be honest to God, confess your sins and ask His help, ask Him to change your life, surrender all to Him. And you will be born again into a new creation, the old has passed, the new has come. Your deliverance has come, your salvation has come. Please, don't lose this opportunities. God bless you.
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Parents, please educate your children, supply anything their need (moral, knowledge, wisdom, love) before you send them out from home. Many of them are not ready, the world is too wicked for them, they will easily become prey of wolves. Teach the the Word of God.
Men, do you realize what you have done? Do you know that some of you have ruined your sisters' life? Imagine your own sister, who has flesh and blood like you, was robbed by somebody else, will you not be angry? So, please guard your way in relationship with your girlfriend. Don't let "girlfriend" change to "sin-partner". Actually, I don't agree with this kind of relationship. You are not making trial and error with your life, are you? You are not a beast, are you? You are human being with clear mind, are you not? You can control your body, can't you? Don't say "I am on my mating period, I need to be satisfied." You better read the Bible. Immorality, adultery will not inherit the kingdom of God.
Matthew 18:6
But if anyone causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin, it would be better for him to have a large millstone hung around his neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea.
My sisters who still so young, don't allow any man take your virginity, until he married you. Once you lose it, you will regret it and your life will change from good to bad, from bad to worse. You are somebody's rib. Take care of it, guard it till your marriage, so that you can say to your husband, "My darling, I have guarded myself, just for you. i love you." That's your dream, your prince charming will not force you and seduce you. He will wait so that you will not be ashamed.
Brothers and sisters in the Lord, see around you. The world is wicked. The survey has stated that 90% the girls have lost their virginity before they married. You know what will happen? Do you know the reason why they change partner so often? It is because she hates man and want him to be her slave. She need your help, your understanding, your care, your love, the divine love from God. Bring healing and deliverance to them. They are ruining their life without they know it. You whose eyes are opened, please come to them and save them, they are our sisters who lost. Help them.
Brothers, if you love a woman who is not virgin, will you condemn her? Please brothers, everybody makes mistaken, everybody was ignorance once. We are growing, brothers. Love doesn't see how perfect she is, Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres (1 Corinthians 13:4-7). Please forgive her and be married with her.
Arise, men and women of God, our sisters are under attack, bring deliverance for them. Care for them, love them, tell them about Jesus, tell them that God loves them and wants them to be saved.
God bless you
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